just another day at work

I've got work all day today, from 8:00 in the morning to about 10:30 at night. I don't really mind, I guess. I'm making money and I'll be using it to go to New York. It's hard to believe that I'll be traveling around for a month all the way across the country, it seems like to big of a dream. I should get started planning it with John, but i'm kinda afraid he won't end up going. What is it about love that makes otherwise logical individuals do crazy freaking things? Shouldn't love make you smarter and stronger? Shouldn't it be this great thing where your life is better for it? but for most people I see, that's not the way it is. It's as if people stop seeing the difference between a relationship that has problems and a relationship that is a problem. Ah well, I feel better for having vented.