feliciatobias

I went surfing today, and now I'm stalling on the cleaning and homework aspects of life. I have to get everything done today since I'm working or have plans for the rest of the week. I love that my life is busy and full now, but sometimes it scares the crap out of me. It's almost like it's someone elses life and I'm sort of filling in while they're gone. Except, I can't fill in for to long becuase I'm not cut out for this sort of thing. The fast pace and all this freedom. I'm afraid that I'll screw it up and then they'll come back and hate me. Well, cherry oh then.